Monday, May 31, 2004

Why do I find it so hard to express my true feelings?
It would seem as if I'm showing my weakness to the world.
Who am I trying to fool when I act strong?
Ain't I just fooling myself?

Saturday, May 29, 2004

Alive : Pearl Jam

Son, she said, have I got a little story for you
What you thought was your daddy was nothin' but a...
While you were sittin' home alone at age thirteen
Your real daddy was dyin', sorry you didn't see him, but I'm glad we talked...

Oh I, oh, I'm still alive
Hey, I, I, oh, I'm still alive
Hey I, oh, I'm still alive
Hey...oh...

Oh, she walks slowly, across a young man's room
She said I'm ready...for you
I can't remember anything to this very day
'Cept the look, the look...
Oh, you know where, now I can't see, I just stare...

I, I'm still alive
Hey I, but, I'm still alive
Hey I, boy, I'm still alive
Hey I, I, I, I'm still alive, yeah
Ooh yeah...yeah yeah yeah...oh...oh...

Is something wrong, she said
Well of course there is
You're still alive, she said
Oh, and do I deserve to be
Is that the question
And if so...if so...who answers...who answers...

I, oh, I'm still alive
Hey I, oh, I'm still alive
Hey I, but, I'm still alive
Yeah I, ooh, I'm still alive
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Friday, May 28, 2004

why should you care?
you weren't even there?

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Memandangkan jurnal aku dah dijumpai x-classmate a.k.a "kawan baik waktu sekolah" aku, malas aku nak luahkan apa yang aku rasakan disana. Nanti lagik kecoh.

Semalam pun dah kecoh. tension betul. pasal kad jemputan tak dapat bagi pun dia dah start ungkit kisah lama. kisah 7 tahun lepas. for God sake, let it go lah. dah 7 tahun okey?? Bukan tak mo kasik kad jemputan our classmate yang bakal bersanding end of this month, masalahnya tinggal satu aje. so aku nak kasi pada sesiapa yang betul2 nak pegi saja. then timbul cerita macam-macam, kunun aku tak mo kasi diorang pergi and what so ever dan berkait-kait. kutuk dan hinaan. what the ****??!!

Tensionnya aku. at last, daripada dok bertengkar dan rasa useless try to explain dengan org yg tak mahu faham hati org lain dlm erti kata lain asyik dia aje yang betul, aku log out msn messenger aku. pergi la mampus..!!

Thursday, May 13, 2004

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Sunday, May 02, 2004

Bila kita diam...
orang kata kita bisu,
kita sombong!
Bila kita mengangguk...
orang kata kita bodoh,
kuat mengipas!

Bila kita buka mulut...
orang kata kita nak tunjuk pandai,
nak berlagak!
Bila kita mula bersuara...
orang kata kita banyak cakap,
kita tak bersyukur!

Orang berfikiran cetek jer yang selalu kata macam tu
bangang!!