weave us some lies

Emotional pain is so real. Sometimes I cant feel anything, Im numb and I have so much to worry about. So many thoughts in my head that the world outside doesnt seem to exist.

I will get into a zombie mode where I just drift through the days getting deeper and deeper into my head and further and further away from life and a normal routine. I will stop sleeping, I will not eat, I become withdrawn from the friends and it all builds up until I need sleeping tablets to sleep.

Men are often encouraged to be strong in a time of crisis. But surely not me.

Crying is way to release tension, frustration or anger. Crying is an acceptable and healthy expression of grief.. at least for me..

posted by tOKSIK @ 14:46